trishia-hysteria

   The 3 people who "share" the house with me arrived monday and tuesday (even though I wasn't informed of that by the renter): there are a French boy and two Polish girls. They seem quite nice and they understood at once there were problems in the house. We love the rooms but it's downstairs that there is so much work undone like a missing heater in the bathroom, a lack of heating as well in the whole house, a broken handle at the entrance door, a bad shower pommel... This is all incongruous: the renters said they would finish everything but they didn't do a single repair or arrangement so that everything would be okay when at least the 3 others arrived!
   One of the girl made a joke about it, but it definitely sums up everything: it's like it's "made in China" meaning cheap but not long-lasting. She made it without harm and it was very funny as the renters are indeed Chinese! But no offense because you should see the place!!!

   Especially now that I know that 3 major classes turned out to be set up on... Wednesdays!!! I'm so angry at the people who do the timetables and especially at one teacher because she said the timetables were made that way because there were a lot of teachers who took the master and it's not true: there are about... 3!!! She's so not helpful and mean, I already dislike her. And besides one of these classes is with her!! grrr!
   I'll still try to go to those at least 6 times out of the 12 and if I can do more, I will because finally I don't want to fail this year and I also don't want to do it in 2 years time as I already know what I want to do next year. I have to talk this through with the parents of the boys I'm looking after and I hope they will be understanding.

   It seems these days that everytime I'm eating I want to throw up afterwards and I can tell you this isn't a good feeling at all. I guess my body is just telling me it's fed up with all this fat it carries around, fed up that I have to make huge effort when riding a bike or getting up stairs... I'm gonna have to take its advice seriously if I want to keep up and also if I don't want to die. lol No okay, not die but collapse one day because I'm out of breath and full of cholestherol!! I'm getting more and more against buying a new car because I need to get fit again like when I was 12 and sometimes the pros come back especially when I exhausted at night because I come back home late or when I think I have to walk so much to get to one place. But I'm thinking: what if I buy a bike that I can fold? (I saw one sometimes in the train to Lille), it could be great and I could go a lot of places twice faster... I'm thinking about it...

   Edit: I just ate a banana and it's doing it again, WHAT'S GOING ON?

   I really do now more than ever: guess what? My car is dead, and when I say dead, I mean it doesn't work anymore!!! As if putting it into a garage two weeks ago didn't do any good. I don't know why but I suspect the guy of the first garage to break it so I should get back to him! This is so shitty especially now that I put more than €200 in it! I hate it, I just want to break it in thousand of pieces. Don't worry, I'm just saying that cos I've just got the news In a way I don't really want another car, it's so much money and I like to ride the bus. I'll see...

   Edgar is officially 8 months and I think it's at this age babies can start eating chocolate!!! hehe

   He's so sweet and we spent such a nice weekend together. I really enjoy our time together, it's worth the moving to North. Really! Of course there are times I'm not so happy or feeling good but everytime he tries to cheer me up and it works most of the time.
   This weekend we didn't do much but we were together, even closer than before. I felt happy because of my new room and we both felt the change (especially in my moods ) We talked a lot, well I did, sometimes it's crazy! we cooked for each other, we hugged... I want to be there again!!