trishia-hysteria

   I'm scared... Today all the guys from promotion said the results were posted for the first semester and I couldn't go see them and therefore know if I passed. I'm just so scared I didn't pass, it's the first time I just want to be done and don't worry to go to the remedial.. But I know for sure I'm gonna have to do at least one exam again because... I didn't do it! Shame on me, I know! Anyway, one isn't too bad. And the teacher is nice so I suppose I can get a 10 if I'm serious enough. I'll see.

   First of: I'm a fan of Britney Spears since she started singing Baby, one more time and it was on the radio. I say it and you should believe it because this won't change for awhile!

   I just can't take it anymore: why people can't let her live her life in peace??? F*cking paparazzi are always around her, she cannot move a toe without being photographed from all angles by hundreds of those stupid people who don't have a life so they steal someone else's.
   Look at what the medias've done to her: can't you see she's not well? Can't you see she needs to live her own life? Her PRIVATE life? She cannot take care of her kids like a normal mom because they always show what she does wrong or clumsily, like any other mother! For X's sake, nobody's perfect!!
   Why do you think she's crying so much at the moment? Guess:
            - she cannot see her children
            - she has had enough of her single movements being exposed to everybody
            - she needs rest and peace
   ALL of this of course: how can you live when you cannot do anything without an group of savage peope around you you cannot even go to your car??

   I don't understand how people can be that insensitive, mean and crazy. They.. GOSH, I'm so angry!!! The law in the US is shit if it cannot protect her from all that. I know celebrities "need" to be phtographed so they stay famous but like this, no it's inmanageable.
   Anyway, she kust need to be left alone with the support of her family and REAL friends... Why don't you just do that?

  It's so good to have him back home.. He stayed longer than me for Carnaval and this is hard not to be able to cuddle after a long day at the uni and at work. I like it when he just takes me in his arms and hugs me like only he can do. The feeling is so good...

   Gosh, I'm so tired! Carnaval was so much fun but so tiring!
   Last year I went only for a day and this year, I made it two! It's getting better. I said that next year I'll come for three days and the year after for four days and then I'll go out in the evenings as well. I guess I'll be used to it by this time! ^^
   Anyway even if I don't go out with the group in the evening I'm still in bed around 11pm so it's good! lol I'm also getting better with the songs and I try to say the lyrics too when they tell me what they are. The dialect is sometimes so hard to understand, but Peter tries to translate the general meaning.

   Can't wait to get home tonight, I just want to rest!