trishia-hysteria

   I already lost 3 kilos. It's not much but I'm happy it doesn't go too fast, that way, I'm sure I won't reagain them easily. I'm still doing nothing as for exercices and I'm not very proud of that part. But I bought a book about the Pilates method and I'm gonna try that. It reinforce your inner muscles and I'm sure this is what I need. If I can do that, I'm sure I'll feel better. I hate my body because the muscles are all sluggish and it's disgusting especially when the summer comes and I have to take the long-sleeves top off! Anyway, I'm gonna begin this week and tell you all about it!

   I wanna go back to that weight or if I can a bit less. So I'm doing a diet... It starts to show on the weigh-scale.
   I already lost some weight but I have to do is exercise. But I seem not motivated enough to to the gym. Maybe also because of the price...
   I'll see later, now I can exercise a bit at home. I just have to push myself out there...

   This time, it's gonna work, I'm sure of it!

   I just can't look at myself in a mirror anymore... I hate my body so much I don't do anything to change it which should be the contrary. I don't know what's going on. I would like to be normal, well I think normal is when you feel good about and in your body and I'm not feeling the slightest good thought about it for awhile now.
   I'm not doing any sport, even a bit of exercices in my room like I used to when I was in highschool. I want to register in a fitness club but it's very expensive and I'm not sure I can afford it at the moment. But I WANT to lose weight, I WANT TO FEEL GOOD in my body. I don't want to be like this anymore.
   I know it's not the first time I say that but I have to write it, I hope it's gonna make me think about the situation and act.
   The other day a friend said she's gonna try to do the fitness thing: eat 2 bowls of cereals per day and a normal meal. I think I want to do that as well but I'm so overweight I don't know if this is the solution for me. I guess I just have to try.
   And I REALLY have to do some sports. Even the exercices at home are good, it's gonna be already a change if I move this fat body of mine, it's gonna make me feel better..