trishia-hysteria

    Well, almost! UPS called me yesterday to tell me they were going to take my computer back home. But as I'm not home at the moment we fixed another day so I can be there to pick it up. YEY!

    I've been studying McBeth for the past week and it hasn't been easy as I kinda hate the play (too dark for me). But Peter was very supportive and kind. He stays with me most of the time and gives me kisses and hugs He sometimes brings me some fruits and juice or whatever I'd like to drink. He's so sweet!
He helps me go on with my studies so much that I'm less anxious now cause it's the first year I can actually stop lying and say that I studied :s lol

    Anyway, even though I'm not looking forward to the exams, I will be soooo glad when it's over.

    Another good news: I've almost found a job!! If everything goes well, I'm gonna take care of two boys (5 and 3 1/2) and of a baby to be born this week or the next one. I'm so excited about it. And I will earn good money so I will be able to pay off my debts to my mom and save some for my future life with Peter

     ... with my studies. I'm kind of fed up now. It's been 4 years I'm at the university and it's taking all my energy.
     I will be so glad when I'll be done, normally in mid-January. Of course I think it will be so weird as well as I've always studied. I will try to find a job that can bring a bit more money so I can save for later.
     If everything goes well, I will go to the UK next year as an assistant. Peter and I talked about it many times and I know he's sad, so am I. But it's such an opportunity and he also understands that. He's so sweet. Well, I forgot to bring the last papers yesterday, I really hope it'll be ok if I bring them in today, otherwise I'll be sad. But it will also mean that it wasn't the time.. I'll see.....

     ... and that's why I have to tell the whole world that I lost 4 kilos! Of course there were circumstances that put me into such a terrible stress but I'm kind of glad in a way that happenned. I feel more confident with my body: I didn't say I felt confident but at least a bit more than I used to. I still dislike my body for being so fat, but that's my entire fault. Well the medecine I took for my allergies didn't help but I don't take them anymore and that's probably why I lost these 4 kilos! hihi

   I really hope I'm gonna lose more: I'm not really working on it but as soon as the exams are done I will. I promise, lieverd! I know I should start now but I'm so tired when I come back from the uni that sometimes I don't even have the courage to prepare a decent meal. I try not to miss any meal cos I know it's no good but I can be so lazy when I come back at 8pm!!

   Anyway! I hope I will lose this ugly fat around my hips and waist! And I also want les breast, I don't like having big boobs, it makes me feel uncomfortable and I can't find bras and nice tops that fit me!