trishia-hysteria

   I've started to work more on my essay yesterday and I'm glad I did. I really hope I can make it. I have loads of stuff in my head that shouldn't be there and they keep me a bit from everything else. But I think I'm just scared, scared that I'm not gonne be able to do it. I'm not doing my best at all because I think I'm gonna fail and this isn't right. I should be able to get over that feeling but when other sad feelings come up, I can't fight it back.
   I just hope this new hope will last just enough to finish my essay and feel a bit stronger, and also a bit more positive about my abilities...